my day without talking to my dearest one

today is our number 426 days together. i precious every single moment indeed.although i m now lying here but my heart is already back to K L Sri Petaling.all with u in what ever u do n where ever u go.......I really wish that i can be by ur side to take gare of u when u r sick......wish that can be by ur side when ppl might hurt u........wish that i can be by ur side when ever u face problem......wish that i can be by ur side when u need a shoulder to cry on n be by ur side when u need me to relay on.......I really wish that i can be by ur side when ever u wake up once u open ur eyes........wish that i can accompany u for breakfast,lunch,dinner etc........How can i compensate with all this that i've been away for this few month.I m sorry for all unhappy things that happen to u........I m sorry that u need to face all things by urself while i m not with u.......... Pls be strong pls be calm pls be confident pls be healthy pls take care of ur self pls give me a chance to go back n take care of u cook for u keep u accompany u hug u n pls allow me to say n shout......... pls allow me to tell u " I'm really sorry and I love u"

~~HEART PAIN~~

U r so responsible in ur work until u nearly get urself sick........Work is important n its good to be responsible in what wew do.But pls........U can't do things properly when u don have enough concentration......please take care n don make me worried.......i m really worried......
Pls god help my darling........ she's tired too tired.......my heart really painful really painful......

~~HEART PAIN~~

~sleepless me~

wHy Am I sLeePLEss.why am i sleepless???????? can anyone tell me......what should i do????????? What the hell is happening?????????????? Why I can't just do something about it???????????

~~helping n sharing~~

Thanks for the ppl that attented my talk in the hospital conference room.I feel good to share my knowledge with u guys.thank for my wife who give me the courage to conduct the talk...... Hope u guys learn something from my expriences.Its good that u come n learn when ur children is still young..... is my pressure to share all this to u.Everyone need one that can guide them in life.Hoping that i m guiding u n u share it with ur children.And ofcourse those who r lost in in handling things around them. COME ON EVERYBODY..............GIVE UR HELPING HAND TO THEM.......... Thanks for the life god has created on me to help u guys in solving problem........ all the best everyone.......aim for a better tomorrow. GOD BLESS.....

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for my dearest wife~